READ books - books give you 10 years of effort from 6 hours of reading.
You don't have ideas because you don't read.
You can't articulate ideas because you don't write.
You can't leverage ideas because you don't build.
You feel bored, anxious, or overwhelmed because your mind wants ideas to flow but you won't let them.
Learn,
Build,
Expand
Until your craziest ideas become reality.
Most of the things you seek are hidden in the pages of books.
The answers to most questions in your heart are hidden far between the pages of books.
It would only be revealed to you when you start reading books.